Saturday, October 4, 2014

29 faces 9/14 - 4

26, 27, 28 & 29 of 29 faces!



All 29 faces posted within a week and drawn within about 2 weeks! I'm glad I ended up using the same Canson marker paper with copics to draw faces from magazines about the same size for the whole set. It allowed me to see how much progress I was able to make sticking within the same confines and just changing things up. It's kinda crazy to look at some of the first faces and comparing them to these last couple sets because they've gotten much better.

When I did this last set and tried to add in some colors, I did come to some limitations of the marker paper. It seems to stop accepting ink before some of the other papers I've used and instead starts acting weird and moving ink around a lot and get weirdly textures (see 5 oclock shadow on the lower right and weird lines in the upper left.) Also, the colorless blender doesn't work as well on it. Still, I'm glad I tried it out. Yay for practicing & learning.

Friday, October 3, 2014

29 face 9/14 - 3

23, 24 & 25 of 29 faces



a new issue of allure? new faces to draw. also added in c9 today. and then I refilled c1 and went a little crazy accidentally...

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

29 faces 9/13-2.... and other ramblings

Yesterday was a weird day. I mean, in terms of work, coming home, doing errands, it was eh. Oh yes, I did make a delicious salad with Asian pear (so yummy and perfect at this time of the year!), strawberries (still surprisingly good from the farmers market even now!), grated beets, greens, green onions and gomasio and a sesame dressing. This sort of fruity sweetness combined with the bite of green onions and greens (especially arugula!) and some more neutral veggies and some saltyish special toppings is one of my favorites even though other people find it to be horrible... but since I'm making dinner for myself and my rat eagerly eats whatever parts I share with him, no problems!



looking south-east towards where the accident was
But then shortly after I finished with dinner, I started hearing siren after siren and then the helicopters started hovering. After an hour of this I was finally able to find an answer as to what the hell was happening online (sigalert just said a 2 car accident and "police activity", which doesn't always
looking north/west where there are always cars...

inspire me to go wander since this sometimes means things going on directly outside my building.) For some reason there were worries about a "suspicious object", so traffic was stopped and rerouted on the 101. Since I live near Universal Studios & the NBC Universal Phallus and the Studio City/Universal Subway station and one of the busiest freeways these things are concerns. So I waited around for a while and decided I had to go wander to see what was going on despite my knee being lame. So I wandered a bit, looking at the enraged drivers doing crazy moves to get out of line and completely unaware of the layout of the local streets, looked at the completely empty freeway and generally gawked at the chaos a bit before coming back home. Shortly after, whatever happened happened quietly.






Then I drew some faces (20, 21 & 22!)




Then I poked around online and thought for a while and got very frustrated by some of the decisions about laws passed and vetoed by the CA governor yesterday. One of the most annoying, not only because of the idea, but also the screaming all over the internet about it, was the fucking plastic bag law. Now, LA, San Francisco and other cities in California already have various plastic bag laws and I personally went through my same thought process when Pasadena and then the city of LA did the same thing, but the internet made it louder for me last night.

Let me first say that I've already written about reusable bags, partially because I was on a semi-personal quest to make myself the perfect reusable bag for someone that can't "just throw them in your car" (I want to scream at this point every time I read or hear that. OK! I'll give up my bike and legs and buy a car so I can drive around and carry reusable bags for me. Go environment! I love you!) So in some ways, it would make sense that I would be happy for this law, but I like to think about things more and am somewhat of a contrarian at times.....

I've done many group organized as well as self-motivated clean up type events in LA over the years, so I've handled my fair share of the shit that people intentionally or unintentionally liberate into the environment. I can definitely, for sure confirm that plastic bags were part of that waste. But so were ziploc bags, disposable cups, lids, plastic straws (for the most part, having the CRV for drink cans and bottles causes those things to be picked up and recycled, which is good!), snack bags like those from chips, candy wrappers, all sorts of tiny plastic pieces from cars, utensils & tools, packaging, wires, string, rope, toys, cigarette butts, batteries, clothing and shoes among other things.

For a while I was cleaning up a space near my home.... every single day. And yeah, I had some people walk by thinking I was crazy and others stop to thank me or talk with me, but it was frustrating that I had a reason to be out there every fucking day. Why was there so much trash reappearing constantly? People obviously saw me, a non-city, non official looking person out there in the evening filling bag after bag up. Their neighbor. Part of the trash was easily attributed to the nearby bus stop and the grocery store right next door. People would purchase food in the store, go sit out on the bench and eat while waiting for the bus. And there was no trash can, so the waste would be dumped on the ground. WHATTHEFUCK?!?!? Left hand, meet right hand. I don't even want to go into the other stupidity I went through for the same area and trying to improve the area and the lack of cooperation I had...

Whoa, ok, this has gone off in a different direction, but really what I wanted to get to was that part of the problem with the plastic bags isn't just that people get them for free in the store. Plenty of people, including myself, reuse them.  And banning one type of trash doesn't really fix the problems that got us into the situation with plastic bags going into the ocean and other places they don't belong. What about all that other crap that I've pulled out of the bushes, off the side of the street, out of the LA river, off the beach that doesn't fall into the category of "plastic bags that stores give away"? How does that stuff stop appearing where it shouldn't be? Are we just going to ban one category of trash that places give away at a time? This is going to take a while, but I suppose, it can work....

Texas had the whole "Don't Mess with Texas" campaign while I was growing up, which supposedly actually worked and reduced littering by 72%.  Of course, if we're actually looking for large environmental impact items, I'd suggest flat out banning beef, cars, or poor building and community designs. Or, how's about another idea, why don't we make the companies that hand out the trash responsible for it. Germany has been pretty intense with their trash management, including making it a priority to avoid creating waste in general and making it very easy for people to properly handle waste (unlike here in LA where some places sort out the recyclables from the trash, some places have recycle bin, some places have compost bins, but never apartment buildings because too many people in LA live in apartments, then there are so many cities that make up LA proper, unincorporated LA, and other small independent cities like Burbank, Glendale, Pasadena, etc.) I don't know... just don't fucking ban plastic bags and pretend you fixed everything.

Fun fact: Ralphs & other places where plastic bags are banned still sell plastic grocery bags! They are just a little thicker than the old ones and have fancier designs. They also sell all sorts of plastic trash bags.
Fun thought: Is your dog shit is breaking down as you expect in the biodegradable bags when it's sitting in a landfill packed with all sorts of other plasticy trash?

This is why I would be terrible when involved with politics. Not because I'm not passionate and thinking about larger things than myself... not because I don't have ideas or critical thinking skills or the ability to think about cause and effect and longer term ideas... No one would like me because I would actually want things to happen that might make your life change vs. sitting around signing stupid miniscule steps into law, but pretty much otherwise not fixing anything. Suck it up and actually make shit happen!

....of course, Mr. Brown doesn't really care about making the environment safer for bicyclists and people that are already making efforts to try to lessen their environment impact in other ways. Why, how could you say that?! Think of all the plastic bags and turtles!!! Well, because there were quite a few laws ready to be passed, only waiting for his signature, that were rejected having to do with essentially making the life of a pedestrian or bicyclist better and dealing with hit and run drivers. Because having insanely high hit and run rates is awesome (go Los Angeles at 48%!), so obviously the consequences are great enough. Because making the penalties stiffer for hitting people trying to get around without a car is bad (because as a bicyclist/pedestrian I know what kind of environment is out there and how often people site not feeling safe/lack of bike lanes and similar "safety" related things as reasons to NOT bike.) Oh, wait...

Ok. Time to go do something else tonight and stop turning my arty handmade blog into my political soapbox......

Sunday, September 28, 2014

29 Faces - September 2014

Soooo, I had originally not planned on doing the 29 faces thing this month. Then I found myself wanting to play around with sketching faces with the copics, which resulted in a page of faces and I decided it was worth trying to get to 29 in a effort to also im[prove my faces since the first page was a little... interesting. Not sure if I'll get to 29 by the end of the month, but I'll try!

In contrast to my last set of 29 (or.... 28) where I tried something different every time, this time around I decided to use the same medium (copic + marker paper), about the same size, looking at pictures in issues of allure magazine that I somehow mysteriously have a subscription to despite never buying such a thing.

After this first set, I wanted to do more because... well despite the somewhat exaggerated, cartoonish feature of some of them, I knew I needed more practice.  The ones on the left were drawn by looking at pictures, the ones on the right by tracing. Turns out tracing sucks. I didn't think enough about what was going on! Onward!


Little bit of tracing, little bit of looking. Better results, for the most part. Drawing with markers requires precision.


Scribble, scribble, then jumped to using C1, C3, C5 & C7. Much better.

!!!! ok! 10 more to go!

Saturday, September 27, 2014

Ciclavia Wilshire - 4/6/2014 Diana

...in my recent productive sprees, I also managed to develop some film that's been sitting around for a while, including this one from Ciclvia earlier this year in April. And because the next Ciclavia is next weekend on Sunday October 5, I figured I should try to maybe sort of catch up on my photos from last time. The next month is so busy with the normal work in addition to Ciclvia, a memorial, music, possible trip to Knotts & a trip to San Francisco to meet up with my sister and, and and..... SO MUCH TO DO.

I have no idea what happened with this roll. I'm pretty sure I shot this with my Diana, but I'm wondering if I switched the counter window from 12 to 16 exposures or something because I had weird double exposures. Regardless, I was able to pull some photos from this roll. Joy! Click for larger versions








I love this one the most! I think it's was a few different exposures at or around LACMA

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Breakfast Shadows





Breakfast Shadows -Burning Man 2014

I saw this sight way more often than I should admit this year. My camp mates were awesome and made all sorts of delicious breakfast things like whole grain pancakes, eggs and bacon throughout the week. I cooked almost nothing the entire week (breakfast or other meals!), partially because of my knee, partially due to camp mates that were on top of it and partially due to other distractions, but I still ate well. Thank you!


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...and in other news, I guess one camp was so horrible with moop (trash) at the end of Burning Man, that they got publicly shamed! It is pretty terrible to look at and I know I've been a bit frustrated at times at how badly some people don't seem to understand moop. It sounds like it was a plug and play camp gone wrong.....

Monday, September 22, 2014

Burning Man 2014 - Center Camp Holga

I've kinda skipped over the story of the first day of Burning Man for me this year, and I will continue to for now. The important part is that I  hurt myself and spent a great deal of time in camp just hanging out there, not doing all the biking and exploring and photography that I had kinda planned.

After going to the medical tent & getting a crutch and other fun things (SO MUCH FUN!), I couldn't deal with just staying around camp anymore and eventually made my way to the porto potties and then Center Camp. Getting there was it's own adventure, for another time. As it turns out, people talk to you even more than normal when you have a crutch at Burning Man. For someone like me, who would generally just observes and doesn't talk much until I can get a better feel for what's going on, what aspects of myself and my personality fit with the people/conversation and generally not making small talk, this was a rather weird experience. Normally I like to kinda quietly do my thing, but I couldn't go very far without getting caught into another conversation of some sort. After a couple spoke with me, adjusted my crutch and offered more padding for the crutch, I awkwardly just said I had to do something else because the social part of my brain just about exploded from overload. I knew suddenly why I liked being with someone I actually know semi-well and can feel ok with so they can share the social load while I just think for a while instead of having to talk and I can more easily read them and talk with them to help make things less difficult. I also like having something in particular to say (which is why I was fine working on radio stations and doing things like volunteering with the Greeters Station at Burning Man, even though I thought it would be one of the most terrible things ever before I did it.) The number of people and socialization is what kept me from going to Burning Man for a while until I found out how I could find some alone time with so many people around. This trip deprived me of some of that planned alone time and it had the kind of effect I had kinda anticipated. It's both good and bad to know yourself...


Regardless, I did manage to take a few photos in Center Camp!:











I believe this woman's name was Hummingbird. We were next to a huge book that had a prompt asking people to write down their first memory & she told me about trying to grab her boxer's tail.











......and for other random ramblings, this roll and another roll of film I developed this weekend have convinced me to not buy Shanghai GP3 Film anymore. While theoretically the weird shit this film does could be endearing, it just ends up making me frustrated more than anything most of the time, especially combined with the Holga being a Holga. On Saturday as I looked at the negatives I just kept wondering what I was thinking when I dropped it in the camera.... I know I was thinking "oh, yes, 100 speed! That is good for the brightness of the playa!", but this stupid 100 speed film almost looks more like 200-400. There's also the annoyance of it curling like crazy and how it's usually cut all wonky on the end. This makes developing & handling it in general a giant pain in the ass. This film is the reason for the random numbers, bubbley looking things and weird textures in the photos...

Sunday, September 21, 2014

movingmoving

I've been in one of those focused spots where I furiously work on one drawing, mostly finish it, prop it up someplace a distance away and look at it for a while, add a couple changes then hop onto the next drawing. Just going, going, going. I suppose it's somewhat intense at times, but I enjoy it. Flow, concentration, etc.....






These 2 are opposites in so many ways, which is why I like the first one and the second one just screams out "imperfection" and "fix it" to me. The ruler I was using for the second was dragging ink all over the page and making random black marks that were difficult to completely hide, despite the fact I used the same materials for both drawings. But then it also reminds me of why I like more organic, nature-like textures since many imperfections are suddenly ok, opposed to more technical things that need more and more and more and more refinement, without actually being able to achieve the technical absolute perfection. It's magical!

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Burning Man 2014 - drive to

Some photos from the drive to Black Rock City from LA this year... Parts are boring, parts are beautiful. The first year I went, we were in the dark from Tahoe and through Nevada & I had never been in that part of the country before. On the way back from BRC in the daytime, I was constantly amazed that we had gone through all of this beauty and I had no idea! The best I could make out was the milky way above treetops in the Tahoe area. Yay for beautiful landscapes and nature!








 (I hate the crap in the sky on this one, but the landscape is so pretty!!!!)






The beginning of a longggggg night. Shortly before I shot this, I spotted at least one bat flitting around, which always makes me excited x 10000. The rest of the night and next day were spent in line with a good friend, sometimes braiding my hair, sometimes playing with needles, sometimes listening to the best pirate radio station ever with bird number-station like tracks & women talking about being in a flower for 30 min and other fun, eventually napping and already experiencing Burning Man way before our camp was set up!






Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Pico Doodles





Awww... something different! Quick doodles with copics on marker paper of my little rattie while he was sleeping. I like parts of each one better than others (except the head only... that was looking a little too guinea pig-like), but in general I would recognize it as my little guy. Of course, I'm not biased at all in such matters...


...on another note, since Monday night, my new set of copic markers has been hanging out in Compton & not in my hand making beautiful drawings, according to DHL.... boo

Monday, September 15, 2014

Calming storm

This morning is the kind of morning when I start mentally preparing myself to never sleep again.  It's 3am and it's still 80 degrees outside and somehow 86 in my bathroom and I have to go to work in a few hours. I'm cursing my non-a/c containing bedroom with my new comfy bed made from the fruit of organic cotton fields, the blood of trees and the outside flesh of bleating sheep... so no sleep, ever again....Yes! There's no such thing as being overly dramatic when it comes to sleep! All fans are on, clothing is minimized, just keep the windows fully open open and relax next to one, but no! No! The terrible smells and sounds. Construction vehicles "beep beep beep"ing out of time with one another as they dump asphalt and repave the 101 freeway just across the street for weeks on end.



Which is completely not how I wanted to write this post, but that is what is on my mind right now. Lost sleep & heat.



(best viewed w/ full screen)

Whiteouts during Burning Man are theoretically crappy at times, but when prepared, I think they are awesome and calming. They provide an opportunity to really just be trapped in the moment. Make sure to have water, goggles & some sort of nose covering, find a good spot and just wait and be enveloped by the visual experience of a wall of white with things gently coming into and out of view, the dust slightly pelting all your exposed skin, the piles and dunes gradually shifting around you. I wish I had made a longer video because I think this is becoming a default "calm yourself, M" video....

Sunday, September 14, 2014

sighted





copics on 11" x 14" mixed media paper




...and unrelated, but kinda, I really visually enjoy this video from GusGus "Crossfade". The framing and composition and surreal, yet unaltered nature of many of the shots are pretty awesome.

Saturday, September 13, 2014

Embrace pt1, 2014


embrace, Burning Man 2014


...and I just realized that the style of the people in this art piece remind me of ash coated Pompeii people.....